whoops.

haha, the last time i wrote an entry was over a month ago. whoopsies.

i don't have much to say besides for the fact that i've been sleeping at weird times in the day like 11am, 8am, 6am, but never the normal times like everybody else does. i guess i'm not normal.

i've been reading like crazy ever since jason bought me my kindle (i have named her kendall). i love the feel of real books in my hand, the way books smell, the weight of the book, turning the pages of the book, but something about kendall is making me fall in love with ebooks. Being able to look through books on amazon, buying it immediately (on jason's credit card.. love you!), reading AND finishing it while not even having to get up from my bed is an awesome feeling. HAHA, i am SO lazy. anyway, that's what i've been up to lately. yippee kai yay.

i can't wait til i get my dslr camera. it'll give me something to do. finally.

some things that i've been pondering about.

haha, this picture makes me laugh.

i like this couch.

i want this free people skirt.. and this free people outfit.

i want this free people dress.

i want this free people romper.

the free people spring collection is making me want to cry and die because i want everything, but i can't afford anything. BLAH. what is the point of making clothes so expensive. it breaks poor little girl's hearts who are broke but still wants pretty things.... like me. bah humbug.

the end. hopefully the next entry will be before the end of february.

here we are agaaaaaain.

so here we are once again. i have realized that i have way too much clothes in my closets and drawers. jason, taeyee, and i went to ikea to eat cheap yummy foodies and we ended up walking around, looking at the different layouts for bedrooms, kitchens, and living rooms. Jason was looking through the closet space in each bedroom and was like, "Sunnie, none of these would hold any of your clothes." And when your fashionista manfriend tells you that the amount of clothes you have is borderline ridiculous... i think it's time to do something about it.

Soooo. ONCE AGAIN, I will try my hardest to NOT buy clothes so that I can try to wear every article of clothing in my closet/drawers. I shall document it on here for myself so that I can really force myself to do this. :)

This was what i wore to ikea. haha. and i used my mac to take the pictures because my camera sucks major donkey balls.

The angle i took this picture makes me look like a heifer but whatevs. i also added a thrifted granny sweater that soo graciously gave me :) lovie loves.

american apparel calvary twill pleated pants, old forever21 black sheer turtleneck.

I was gonna upload a video of me singing grenade hahaaaaa, but i sounded dumb and the audio wasn't matching the video so whateva skanevaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS WOHOHOHOHOHO!

LALALA!

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AHHH! In another three or four years, i promise myself that i will go short again and cut my hair like this. i can't wait. muhahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaa. okbye.

depressed dark world.

i should be all happy jolly because i'm on break (not officially since i need to write a few papers due by friday heh heh), but i'm just not feeling it right now. i was so exhausted from nannying in the morning today that i slept until 2pm when i got back. i felt like little miss lazy bonesssssss.

i was gonna share some pictures of me and jason when we went to peddler's village this past saturday, but i'm feeling tired. hahaha. so i guess i'll do that some other day for those few who actually read this blog (probs only chris park HAHA).

i will share some photos that i've been enjoying these past few weeks:

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the last three photos were taken from studded hearts

i love the last photo. i want to find a dress exactly like that, marry in it, and live with it on for the rest of my life. i feel like it would definitely be possible to find at a thrift store. good thing i will be going thrifting with my hannies on wednesday :)

sorry blogging world for being probably the only wannabe fashion blogger turned depressed beyond all words blogger. haha if that even made any sense. i started up this blog to try and become some sort of fashion blogger, but it really just became a place where i splattered all my feelings and it turns out that most of my feelings are pretty dark or rather depressing. haha i'm a failed wannabe fashion blogger, who really doesn't have good fashion sense, but loves victorian dresses. oh man, i'm a mess. and i have alligator skin all over my right hand because i constantly try to wash all the "germs" off my hands. after i graduated college i started to become obsessive about keeping my hands clean. i've gone mad. oh well.

i need jesus.

SICK OF EVERYTHING.

i'm seriously done with everyone and everything. i think i need to get my degree, move to cali, and never look back. THE END OF MY SAD STUPID STORY.

jason.

you're the best. i love youuu.

shopping addiction.

HALLOWEEN IS FINALLY OVER. THANK YOU LORD.


anyway, i just wanted to say that I have a MAYJAH shopping problem. when it comes to the point where clothes are lying all around in piles because you're afraid to hang anything up in your closet because the iron bar with superman strength that is supporting all of your clothes is groaning EVERY single time i even open the closet door........... these are probably clues and signs that i either need to throw some things out or STOP BUYING CLOTHES!

well, i'll probably never stop buying clothes or throw anything out... so maybe i should get another closet?? HAHA.

ANYWAYYYYYY. Jason bought me 13 movies from blockbuster the other day (the blockbuster i grew up with and went to everyday of my life is still going strong) and i watched 11 out of those 13 movies so far. HAHAH. I shouldn't really have done that because all of these school assignments are looming over me like heavy grey clouds and in just a second i'm gonna get shat on. ohwell. i'll get to it soon.

jason took me to eat at ihop today because i love him and i'm sad to say that it was really disappointing!!! denny's is so much better hands down! but i still got to eat the breakfast sampler with sausage, ham, bacon, eggs, and hash browns. i even ate all of my pancakes... and i don't even like pancakes!! yummmmmmmmo.

today was a good day even though i didn't get to spend time with my hannies and i had these awful cramps that would NOT go away. now i will go through my closet, try to get rid of my clothes, give up, and then watch a movie. :)