oh panera. how i love thee.

OH MY GOODNESS. My birthday isn't even here yet and I'm already being spoiled.

check out this most wonderful best birthday present EVER.

Hello Sunnie,

In honor of your birthday, we've put a SPECIAL SURPRISE on your MyPanera™ Card. If you're too busy celebrating this month, don't worry — your birthday bonus is valid for 60 days from today. We look forward to celebrating with you on your next visit! Enjoy!

— your friends at MyPanera

THAT'S FROM MY FRIENDS AT PANERA. AHHHHHH I WONDER WHAT MY SURPRISE IS?!?! and the best parttttt?? I won't know until i GOOOO THERE. haha jason doesn't know how to keep secrets from me so I always know what i'm gonna get (although his presents are always AWESOME).

oh zara.

i slightly wish i still worked at zara because they're spring/summer looks are sooooo nice. i'm so feeling the long bright colored maxi skirts right now and looky heeeeereeeeee:


ughhhhh oh zara. you make my heart burst into flames hahahah. i'm so lame. but yeah, even though i love the clothes there right now, I would NEVER work there again. It was the worst. ANYWAY. I love these skirts. I die. since my birthday's coming up.. maybe i'll go splurge on the GREEEEEEEEN ONEEEEEE. who knows? also.. they're 59.50 i believe (or at least that's what honestlywtf blog said which is where i got these pictures from) so it's not really a bigggg splurge, but it's definitely a splurge for a cheap and poor gal like moiiiiii.

okay that is all.

hot hot fire.

ugh... I love this song. and i love the strokes. and i love the electric guitarist nick valensi. haha i used to be so obsessed with this band and this song killllllllllls it. ughhhh. nick valensi. i used to print pictures of him from google images and tape them up on my wall. and i used to write about him on my xanga (rainxlovah HAHAHAHA) alllll the time. he's so puny and nerdy looking and hot at the same time. YES. too bad he's married and has twins or something. hahah. and yes, i love jason. :)

some picky pics

oh myyyyyyyy

I wonder if I can get jason to grow his hair out this long. and get it curly or something. HAHAHAHAHA. can you even imagineee....

okay two huge projects due in class today. must get to work.

swamped.

lately i've been so swamped with work that i seriously want to blow my brains out. hahhaa... that sounds so bad. i don't know why i took four graduate courses thinking it was gonna be like my undergrad years. i remember taking 23 credits or something in my junior year at penn state and i rocked those classes and ended up getting a 3.94 or something like that. However, education classes are killing me. i don't really enjoy it like i did when i majored in english at psu and all the work seems sooooo unnecessary! LONGGGG ass papers about stuff that is NOT going to help me in the classroom. and on top of that! getting a 92 on a paper i spent so much time on?! COME ON. lame and double lame.

ANYWAY. can't make this post too long because i've used up enough precious time in the day nannying. So here are some pics i wanted to share when i came home from hanging out with eunji on sunday.

haha this one i took by accident... i was trying to figure something out but i got this instead.

it looks like i'm trying to be a model HAHA.

lalaaaaaaaaaa. that is all! and my shirt is from h&m. sheer cropped button up that i would've worn with a black bra, but i went to church after all... so. :)

hairy pumpkin.

so a short (HAH not so much) post of what i did on friday/sat.

jason and i decided to have a date night on friday just because we never see each other anymore because he works in the city now and we don't get to go on dates everrr. so he drove the 40 minutes to my house (bless his heart) and we went to go watch sucker punch!!!!!

okay. i know the reviews said that the movie was horrible.. but for any girl who's looking for a kick ass movie anthem for laddddddiessssssss, sucker punch is for YOU. hahah. but seriously, these girls were crazy in shape and they were fighting like beasts. and i don't think a lot of boyfriends would mind watching this movie either because the girls are pretty much in like bodysuits shooting machine guns. it's CRAZY.

then on saturday, jason came and took me to staples/walmart/chikfila so that i could run some errands for a busyyyy two and a half months of school that i will be dealing with. sighhh. we met our friends at valley green and walked for awhile. Too bad i was wearing combat boots, a fur vest, and some fuschia lipstick and jason was wearing converse leather lace up boots, levi jeans, and a plaid shirt ahahha. oh well.

so here are some pics.

us at the movie theatre.. my cheeks look shiny because i had some kind of ointment on it for my rashes hahahah. and p.s. my boyfriend is the best in the world. :)

me standing mad awkward at the movies. i love my h&m flaming orange cropped sweater :)

crazy looking shadow on my crazy looking face.

jason doing something weird with the camera.

i was jumping up and down because it was colddd and my hair looks kinda crazy hahahah.

i'm wearing an h&m cropped sweater, american apparel black chiffon button up, forever21 fur vest, seven for all mankind skinny jeans, and combat boots.

soo saw this vest at forever21 and tried it on and we laughed because it was HUGE on her and she said it made her look like hagrid. HAHAH. so it has now been named the hagrid vest. I just look like a giant hairy pumpkin. :D :D

and jason is the best boyfriend in the world (as stated above)!!!! i'm lucky God placed him in my life to show me His love and goodness.

THE END.

you're a stone fox.

So my gracious cousin has been letting me use her netflix account and i've been going through the watch instantly movies. last night i watched according to greta and for some strange reason, as much as i say that hilary duff is dumb and she's a horrible actress... i tend to end up LOVING every movie she makes HAHA. she was such a hard ass in the movie and evan ross (diana ross' son) is like a younger, but not as cute version of chris brown. i liked it a lot. and today before class i decided to procrastinate from doing my CRAZY amount of work and I watched the virgin suicides.

I've watched this movie before, but I only remember bits and pieces of it. i didn't want to watch it when i was heavily depressed and this afternoon i was feeling pretty good so i decided i was in the mood to watch it again. as i was watching it, i couldn't stop looking at the clothes hahah. i seriously should've maybe have been born during that time. or at least been around 14 in the 70s. the clothes were awesomeeeee. here are some pictures i liked.

I love their floral outfits, crop tops, lace dresses, thin and sheer nighties-- AHHH i love it all! i especially loved their dresses that they wore to the dance. they were conservative since their mother made them in the movie, but i loved them anyway.

I was a bit inspired by the movie (even though it was a pretty depressing movie) so i pulled out a shirt that i got from a boutique at penn state and it looked pretty 70s to me..

yeppp. so here are some photobooth pictures that were taken on my macbook pro haha. i have a camera, but it's like the ghetto-est thing you will ever see and it takes crappy pictures so my macs just gonna have to do until i can afford another camera (which will be never). the shirt is from the boutique and so is the knitted vest i'm wearing in the second to last picture. and the first one, i just look crazy. YAY.

i wanna try some high waisted flares and maybe a midriff baring top, but i would have my belly covered by the jeans to spare everyone from seeing my rolls and my fugly belly button (i got it from my dad and it's the fugliest thing ever). i might even have to skip out on the high waisted part of the flare jeans since they're not really flattering... so maybe this outfit's a bust. HAHA. okay.. i'm gonna go watch another movie. TATAAAAAAA. (LONGEST POST EVER)

my face..

sighhh. i am sad. i have crazy rashes on my face because i got really burnt this past saturday helping bora unnie out with a photoshoot. the photoshoot was such a success because bora unnie is maddddd talented (and i was struggling to keep up with her hahah), but i didn't even notice that the sun was so strong! i mean, i was out there from 11am-4:30pm so.... yeah. anyway! bora unnie used me as her subject before the engagement couple came so i wanted to share two pictures!

you can click on them to make larger. anywayyy, gotta run to class now.. i will edit with pictures of my rashy face. :(