SICK OF EVERYTHING.

i'm seriously done with everyone and everything. i think i need to get my degree, move to cali, and never look back. THE END OF MY SAD STUPID STORY.

jason.

you're the best. i love youuu.

shopping addiction.

HALLOWEEN IS FINALLY OVER. THANK YOU LORD.


anyway, i just wanted to say that I have a MAYJAH shopping problem. when it comes to the point where clothes are lying all around in piles because you're afraid to hang anything up in your closet because the iron bar with superman strength that is supporting all of your clothes is groaning EVERY single time i even open the closet door........... these are probably clues and signs that i either need to throw some things out or STOP BUYING CLOTHES!

well, i'll probably never stop buying clothes or throw anything out... so maybe i should get another closet?? HAHA.

ANYWAYYYYYY. Jason bought me 13 movies from blockbuster the other day (the blockbuster i grew up with and went to everyday of my life is still going strong) and i watched 11 out of those 13 movies so far. HAHAH. I shouldn't really have done that because all of these school assignments are looming over me like heavy grey clouds and in just a second i'm gonna get shat on. ohwell. i'll get to it soon.

jason took me to eat at ihop today because i love him and i'm sad to say that it was really disappointing!!! denny's is so much better hands down! but i still got to eat the breakfast sampler with sausage, ham, bacon, eggs, and hash browns. i even ate all of my pancakes... and i don't even like pancakes!! yummmmmmmmo.

today was a good day even though i didn't get to spend time with my hannies and i had these awful cramps that would NOT go away. now i will go through my closet, try to get rid of my clothes, give up, and then watch a movie. :)

halloween.

can i just tell you that i've never really minded halloween. i used to love it. i used to go trick or treating until high school HAHA. i went to blue bell country club where all the ballas at. we used to get king sized chocolate bars from all those rich folk. AHH good times.

i am sad to report that halloween has become the most hated holiday for me. i think after working retail for so long, i'm so done with people. i hate that people think american apparel is a halloween store. haha. i mean, we get lots of customers and we be making the monies, but COME ON. so many people are like, "HEY, where are your wonderwoman costumes?" today i told this girl, "well, we're not a halloween store, so we don't have a one piece wonderwoman outfit for ya, but we do have..." she was shocked that we didn't have actual legit costumes. AMERICAN APPAREL ISN'T A HALLOWEEN STORE. holy MAJOLES!

HAHA so that's the end of my story. I was going to make my post all cynical and bitter like they normally are, but i actually lost one of my 12 followers... probs cause i'm so depressed all the time. HAHAHA. now i'm down to 11 and they are all friends. :) pahaa.

anyway, so i'm going in to work on saturday from 2-10ish and we get to go in costumes as long as they are tasteful. i was just going to be boring and be a plain jane ballerina, but i changed my MINDDDD. i'm gonna be morticia addams!!

i was gonna go with more of a deep purple/black lipstick, but red is my true love.

YAYY!

i'm gonna go crazy with the make up around the eyes and red lipstick muheahahehaehehahehahaehaheah!

okay bye.

some musics.

alright this girl is foreal a bit weird... but she has a killa killem voice!!



and i just love this song. hahah.



That's all for now. sorry for the depressing posts recently. hohohohehahahahefefeafafa!

blech.

i hate the world right now. i hate it.



i'm so emo. what in the world.

take me far far away.

okay, i know i just posted something, but i'm just too obsessed with my new and improved blog (thanks to hannie woo) that i wanted to post again. HAHA. i'm so kewl on a friday nightttttt. afterwards, i will probs go through my entire wardrobe and try on clothes because i'm so hip hoppin. and then i'll get tired and fall asleep leaving my room a mess! i lead such an uneventful life. whatevs skanevvvvs.

so, i suddenly had an urge to go somewhere special. i want to take a crazy vacay somewhere i've always wanted to go to. sighhhh so i proceeded to look up some google images of switzerland, ireland, paris, and greece. HAHA. i saved some special ones and i promise you someday, i WILL go and experience everything myself.

sighh. paris, france.

fraaaaaaaaaance.

some village in switzerland. sighh.

switzerland i die.

greece. i want to swim in that water... kinda. not really. but still sooo pretty. i wonder if there are shark infested waters there..... hmmm.

i love you greece. one day. you will be mine.

all mine.

town in ireland.

UGH I WANT TO BE HERE SO BAD.

one day i will prance around in this exact area in ireland wearing a floral dress and a granny sweater while laughing at life. oh one day i shallllllllll.

time to go through my clothes now. my life is so exciting!