inspired.

some inspiring pictures i've collected from streetfsn. i love street style. it truly inspires me to never leave the house looking like a mess... even though i always still do. ho ho ha ha.

explosionnnn.

hot damn look at this crazy photo of color explosion.

reblogged from the man repeller

another day.

today's another day. i'm trying to stay positive though. i'm really trying. it's crazy though how God works. i literally have 3 bucks in my wallet and last night i found out i won a giveaway off of the rockstar diaries blog!!! And this morning i went in for an interview and got it on the spot. i feel a little down because i'm gonna be paid like crap, but i gotta make money somehow. even though it's not a lot and i know i can do better, i'm glad that God has provided once again.

i just have to stay positive. i can do itt.

here's what i wore to the interview.

wearing: urban outfitters dress, uo bra, aerie military vest, american apparel skirt underneath, steve madden leather sandals.

i've been rocking fishtail braids lately because my hair is finally long enough. WOOHOOOOOOO!

and thanks taeyee for taking pictures. :)

omy.

my favorite song and an awesome threadsence video. YESSSSS.

taken from late afternoon

my new slave :)

YESSSSS. meet my new slaveeeee. he goes by the name taeyeeeee baeeeees.

since i rarely see my bf, i have my brother here for the summer so i'm pretty much forcing him to take pictures for my blog. :) muhahaha. he asked me how much i was going to pay him...... i told him $0.

here's some pictures of this urban outfitters dress i got two summers ago i believe and i wore it maybe twice. i wore it twice this week so i guess i really wore it 4 times now :) i love the lace up back which used to show more skin when i was fatter. oh welllll.

Sorry for the overkill of pictures... but my brother just kept taking them because he wanted them to look more candid. haha what a pro.

wearing: yaya nom de plume for urban outfitters dress, old steve madden leather sandals, urban outfitters lace bra
make up: nyc black eyebrow pencil mixed with clinic brown eyebrow stuff, physicians formula organic mascara, urban decay blush in BANG, and revlon matte lipstick: strawberry suedeeee.

once again.

so i decided to start this whole wearing everything in my closet before i buy anything else again. i'm doing this mainly because i'm forced to since i do not have a job no mores. whattttaya know? sunnie lim jobless again?! not a surprise. i truly feel like this is my life story.

and since it pains me to see people buying things left and right without a care in the world... i'm just going to pretend that my closet is a new store (especially since i have a lot of clothes sitting there with tags). so i guess third times a charm yeah?? I WILL do it this time because hey! i've got no monies! :D

i'm trying to take this time to stay positive because for those of you who know me, i can get prettyyyyyyyy depressed. so even though i do not have parents who can buy me cars or give me money for clothes and accessories............. i DO have a roof over my head, a REALLY REALLY comfortable bed, an EXCELLENT and WONDERFUL boyfriend who loves me and does so much for me, parents who love me sometimes (haha!), a sister and brother who would die for me, and a God who humbles me everyday and shows me that it's really not ALWAYS about money and that I need to trust him at all times in order to stay alive haha.

SO! with thatttttttttttttttt. i'm just gonna post some pictures that really inspire me to dig through my closet and be creative (and i thank the Lord that looking at inspiring pictures online is free). :)

father, thank you so much for providing for me. thank you for all of the things i already have. help me to trust in you about the whole job situation and also help me to trust that you have my schooling in your hands. just help me to trust and love you.