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sometimes words cannot express how i feel.

strawberry suede and some leaves.

yay! my camera has come back to me (i found it buried in my closet) and now i can post what i'm wearing since i'm such a cool cat. haha, i normally don't like having my picture taken because it's just awkward having to wait there smiling until someone snaps the picture. so don't mind my awkwardness in these photos especially since i was waiting 10 long seconds for my self timer to go off. HAHA! but yeah, this is just me having fun with my "project" (i'm trying to wear everything in my closet before i purchase another article of clothing, which will probably take around a year). my choice of clothing in this post is pretty blah because it's way too hot to wear more clothes haha. and also, i'm not exactly the thinnest so don't be rude. my hips don't lie. :)


soz i'm so awkward. i only took a few while looking at the camera. awks yo! i'm also not wearing any accessories in this jawns.




this is the only picture where you can see my shoes. 15 buckaroos at gap outlet! woohoo! and my big bum -_-


in my mama's pretty bathroom. haha the only pretty room in our house.



dang i posted a lot of pictures. i guess i was excited for my very first picture post haha. i bought this romper last month before my birthday and i haven't worn it once! so i decided to start off with this. i'm not wearing much make up because it would've melted off my face so i just put on some eyebrow shadow kind of thing, bare minerals bronzer, and my revlon strawberry suede matte lipstick! i love lipstick yay. okay. now i must go pay rent (dishes, laundry, pick up oskie's poo, walk oskie) and then frolic with danbie and shinae. maybe i'll even have wawa today! YES.

wearing: forever21 army green leaf print romper/jcrew studded belt/gap espadrilles/my name necklace from my lovers/pop's wedding gift watch/leather bracelet and silver love cuff from access/a bunch of bracelets from mama/h&m stackable rings/and topshop leaf ring YAY!

freja again.

i know that i've already blogged about freja beha erichsen like 93902938 times, but i just can't stop. i model search a lot, but i think she's the only model who i truly enjoy looking at. i think it's the whole masculine vibe that she carries with her. she's hot yo. so i'm going to share some pictures that were taken by Boo George for twin magazine f/w 2009. yeah, i'm foreal late with these pictures, but i just need to re-post them for people to see because it's definitely worth looking at.














i left out the picture where she's completely topless just so i can keep it PG.

today was a bad day. i thought looking at these pictures would make me feel better, but what i really need to do is pray. i foreal need jesus in my life because i'm dying without Him.

p.s. something mysterious happened to my camera so until jason gives me his charger for his camera i shall not be able to share my outfits for my new project until i have a working camera. YAY! (haha even though only like two people come to my blog anyway. woohoo!)

project.

so i have found myself a project. while i was moving out of my apartment i noticed that i had an insane amount of clothes. some of these clothes still had tags on them and i bought them ages ago. i got upset looking at everything because it was going to be really hard packing everything and having to lug it back to the burbs. i came back home and unpacked right away. my big closet is packed with clothes right now. the funny thing is, i don't even wear any of my clothes! really! i have my few t-shirts from american apparel, my standard jeans, and my poop colored striped hoodie from aa that i wear ALL THE TIME. it's not even soft anymore. SO! i have decided to try a new project. i mean, it might be a little impossible, but i have to give it a try. i decided to wear everything that is in my closet at least once before i buy another article of clothing. YES. i am fully aware that this is going to be very hard, but i need something (anything!) to keep me occupied. i want to feel accomplished and especially since i have a shopping addiction, i believe that this will be very good for me. it might even help me to grow up a little. :)



i know this sounds really stupid to ask You for help, but i ask that you give me strength and to truly be thankful for what i already have. thank You.

channeling carey mulligan

carey mulligan has to be the cutest girl around town. i mean, not in my town, but every guy (and girl!) can wish. i've seen her first in pride and prejudice as the giggly kind of annoying younger sister named Kitty. i watched some behind the scenes for the movie since i'm obsessed with it (and at the time, keira knightley) and mulligan said that she pretty much followed jena malone's lead since she was more experienced than mulligan at the time. well hell hellllll. look at carey mulligan now! i don't see jena malone being nominated for an oscar anytime soon. and plus, i really don't enjoy jena malone ever since i saw her in a life as a house with hayden christensen. anyway, i added some eye candy pichas since nobody really reads these days anyway. yay!


this was carey mulligan in her pride and prejudice days. kinda ratty looking.


and then she got all cute, dating shia labeouf and all and going to the cannes international film festival together. cute cute freaking cute.


here she is channeling twiggy for wonderland magazine.


bahhh. she's so pretty here. she looks a lot like twiggy in these pictures.


and lastly, she decides to wear this Azzaro gown to the festival at the wall street premiere. UM is she serious? this has to be the cutest and quirkiest dress ever! i can't even. too cute for school. i die for this dress. and i die for carey mulligan.

liar liar pants on fire.

i really don't like it when people look me in the eye and lie straight to my face. especially when a really good friend does it.

sorry for the previous angry-girl post. my bad. i'm over it.


sooooo, MOVING ON! i think i'm gonna start writing posts on what i enjoy. haha, change things up a bit.




i'm really feeling the whole showing your bra and wearing lacey goodness as an every day outfit shenanigans that has been going on lately. i especially like the ones from urban outfitters. but i could probably find something similar in my mama's closet of intimates.


(sorry the picture's small because i'm internet retarded and i can't figure out how to make it bigger. yay.)

mad cute, huh? i like a little bit of lacey lace and some saucy sexiness in my life. i'm gonna dig through my mutha's drawers tomorrow. haha happy mother's day...... to ME!