i want what i don't want.

so..... i like the cold, but i don't like being cold. during the summer, i always wish and hope for the fall, but when fall comes around, it lasts for a day and jumps right into winter. i hate that.

buttttttt... after looking through the blog, JAK & JIL, i want what i don't want. i want the cold (but not really) and i want to look as good as the models in these pictures. haha, i am just a confusing little bumble bee aren't i???? of course i can't have cold weather without feeling cold, and of course i can't look as good as the models, but whateva skanevs! i'm trying to say that i guess i want to actually put in some effort everyday because the whole thing about buying nothing and wearing a new outfit from my closet everyday failed miserably. hahhhhh. oh well. hopefully this time i'll actually try. it's gonna be hard because i'm not too motivated to look all cute for my grad classes especially with the ahjussi and ahjumah's all up in there, but i want to at least wear lipstick every now and then. haha.. we shall see.

here are some pics from JAK & JIL: