Wednesday, December 30, 2009

My insignificant little postgrad life.

I’ve always wanted to start up my own blog, but I never really knew what I wanted this blog to be about. Then I started asking myself questions. What do I write? What has happened in my life that’s worth talking about? What would be interesting without making it sound like I’m trying to make things interesting? Who am I in this big, big world? And then things start to get crazy. I begin to ask myself who would even care to read anything about my insignificant life? Who cares about this small post grad who has absolutely no credit to her name. Why do I even try? Why do I even write?

And then it hits me. Who cares about the things I write and how little I am in this world. I may not have a job, I may not know what my future holds, and I may not know who would even care to read about my life, but what I know is that this blog is mine. All mine. It’s that light at the end of the day. That one thing that gets me going through the day thinking, ”I can’t wait to go home and write in my blog.” Okay, maybe not to that extent, but this is something that is my very own. My precious, if you will. And my life may seem so dull to others, but at least I can look forward to THIS. And hopefully it will grow from there.

GRACE KELLY.



(i actually wrote this on November 11th using wordpress.com, but i switched to blogspot recently) :)

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