Let me just say that the year of 09 was definitely not so good to me. Yeah, it was the year I graduated, the year I started dating my mans (although we technically started dating two days before 2009)... and yeah that's pretty much all 2009 really did for me. I graduated during the time when the job market was sucking major donkey balls. I went through several odd jobs... only one of the jobs where I worked for a fashion magazine was actually decent. It was just too much to commute from philly to nyc with an unpaid internship. Justttt my luck.
The end of 2009 was probably the most bitter i have ever been. I was dealing with the whole transition of being back at home, having absolutely no freedom, only getting to see my friends if somebody could pick me up from my house, having no home church to go to, so on and so forth. I know i sound like a major complainer; one of those girls that you just don't want to be around because all they do is put themselves down. Well, yeah. haha I am one of those girls. too bad. so sad.
SO 2010! Yeah. I'm talking to you. PLEASE. PLEEEEEEAAAASEEEEEE be good to me this year. PLEASE LORD help this year be a good year. I know I'm a complainer and I say that I hate life all the time. BUT PLEASE! I pray that something right happens in my life. I'm not saying that I'm not thankful. I'm thankful to be alive. I'm thankful for all of the lessons that God wishes to teach me. I just really hope this year is a little easy on me. So that I can wake up and be happy for longer than 20 minutes. I guess it really comes down to my heart and what state it's in right now.
it starts and ends with God.
my broskie and i engulfed in one of God's many beauties.
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